Love. That magical thing in which after falling once, you can’t get out. No matter how hard you push yourself but you can’t, you just can’t.
You can fall in love many times but you can’t fall out of love even one time.
Your first love. Do you remember that feeling when you first started falling for that one person? That beautiful feeling of love. If the same person whom you fell in love with, fell for you too, then most probably you guys will start a relationship. So that’s the point where you began your first relationship. People say being in a relationship develops expectations and if those expectations are not fulfilled then couples break up. But actually this is not the real reason for breakup. The reason is one of you two. The truth is that one of you was not in love actually. He or she maybe had feelings for you but it was just a crush, not love. That’s where shit happens. You’re still in love because you genuinely loved the other. The other person will be in a new relationship after a few days.. but you.. the person who’s still in love will suffer.. suffer.. and suffer.
Then.. maybe one day.. unexpectedly you will fall in love with some other. Yes. You can fall in love again. The difference is just that you’ll be scared. You’ll be scared to love that person. That love will be different. It will definitely be different. It can’t be the same. But love is love. The real meaning of love will remain the same.
Two things are again on the go. Maybe that person will love you back. This will only happen if he is not heartbroken. If his love will be genuine then you guys will live happily ever after but if he was not in love and it was just a crush.. then this cycle will go on.
But if the second thing happened. That both of you love each other but both of you are heartbroken, then things will stop there. You both will not be able to find any way to deal with it. It will be a cold moment and everything will just stop. You’ll feel numb. You’ll feel heartbroken again. But that’s just because you’re afraid to love anyone ever again. You’re afraid of relationships. Actually in this case you both are weak and are afraid of relationships. That will be the only reason you two will not want to be in a relationship because neither of you two will be strong enough to convince the other. But trust me.. Two heartbroken persons can love each other more than anything else even though they can’t love each other in the way they loved their ex. But they can definitely love each other in a different and beautiful manner. So never let that feeling go. Take time.. but don’t give up. Give it a chance and it will be worth it.
Poisonous Love 
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